NEET Aspirants Emotional Final Note
‘Sorry Mummy, Papa’: NEET Aspirant’s Emotional Note Found Days After Suicide
A heartbreaking incident involving an 18-year-old NEET aspirant in Maharashtra’s Nagpur has once again raised concerns over academic pressure and examination-related stress among students.
Days after the teenager allegedly died by suicide, her family reportedly found an emotional handwritten note in which she apologised to her parents and expressed fear about appearing for a re-examination of the National Eligibility-cum-Entrance Test Undergraduate (NEET UG).
The incident has shocked many, especially because the student was reportedly optimistic about her performance before the examination was cancelled following allegations of a paper leak.
Who Was the Student?
The deceased student was identified as Akanksha Chaturvedi, an 18-year-old medical aspirant originally from Mauganj district in Madhya Pradesh.
She had moved to Nagpur, Maharashtra, where she was preparing for the NEET examination at a coaching institute while living with her family.
According to relatives, Akanksha had been working hard toward her dream of becoming a doctor.
Her family reportedly had strong hopes for her future and supported her education despite financial difficulties.
What Happened After the NEET Exam?
Akanksha had appeared for the NEET UG examination on May 3.
According to family members, she returned home feeling confident and believed she had performed well in the examination.
Her father later told police that she expected to score over 650 marks, which would have significantly improved her chances of securing admission into a medical college.
However, things reportedly changed after the National Testing Agency (NTA) cancelled the examination on May 12 due to allegations of a paper leak.
Authorities later announced that a re-examination would be conducted on June 21, affecting nearly 23 lakh candidates who had registered for the exam.
For Akanksha, the cancellation reportedly became emotionally overwhelming.
Family Notices Change in Behaviour
According to relatives, Akanksha appeared increasingly disturbed after reports emerged about the paper leak controversy and exam cancellation.
Family members said they noticed a major change in her behaviour.
She reportedly became anxious, withdrawn, and emotionally distressed over the possibility of preparing again for the examination.
Her father, Krishna Kumar Chaturvedi, who reportedly works as a small farmer and cook in Nagpur to support the family, said his daughter had initially been hopeful after the examination.
However, her emotional state reportedly worsened after the retest announcement.
Student Found Dead in Room
Police said the tragic incident occurred on May 20, nearly a week after the cancellation announcement.
According to officials, the family had gathered for lunch that afternoon when Akanksha reportedly said she was not hungry and would eat later.
She then went to her room.
Around 3 PM, family members reportedly found her hanging inside the room.
At the time, no suicide note was recovered.
The incident left the family devastated.
Emotional Note Found Days Later
Days after the tragedy, while sorting through Akanksha’s study materials and books, her family reportedly discovered a handwritten note.
The note was later submitted to the Ambazari Police on June 1.
In the emotional message, Akanksha reportedly apologised to her parents and expressed feelings of fear and helplessness.
According to police sources, the note suggested that she was deeply worried about appearing for the examination again.
She reportedly wrote that although she expected good marks in the original examination, there was “no guarantee” she would score similarly in the retest.
She also apologised to her parents, saying she had disappointed them.
Police Begin Investigation
Deputy Commissioner of Police Nityanand Jha confirmed that the note has been received and included in the investigation.
Officials said police are examining all circumstances surrounding the incident.
Statements from family members have reportedly been recorded.
Authorities are also investigating whether academic stress linked to the examination cancellation contributed to the emotional distress reflected in the note.
Police said all aspects mentioned by the student are being carefully examined.
NEET Paper Leak Controversy and Student Stress
The incident has once again brought attention to the pressure surrounding competitive examinations in India.
NEET is considered one of the country’s most competitive entrance exams, with lakhs of students competing for limited medical seats every year.
Following allegations of a paper leak, the cancellation of the May 3 examination created uncertainty for many students.
For aspirants who had spent years preparing, the announcement reportedly led to:
- Emotional distress
- Anxiety over repeated preparation
- Fear of uncertain outcomes
- Mental pressure related to expectations
Experts often warn that repeated examination uncertainty can significantly affect students already under intense academic stress.
Importance of Mental Health Support
Mental health professionals stress that emotional struggles among students should be recognised early.
Parents, educational institutions, coaching centres, and communities are often encouraged to maintain open communication with students facing examination pressure.
Experts suggest students dealing with academic stress may benefit from:
- Emotional support from family
- Professional counselling
- Open discussions about fear and expectations
- Reduced performance pressure
- Access to mental health resources
Educational success and setbacks can deeply affect young individuals, especially during highly competitive examinations.
Conclusion
The death of Akanksha Chaturvedi has deeply saddened many and reignited conversations around examination pressure, student mental health, and the emotional impact of academic uncertainty.
What makes the tragedy particularly heartbreaking is that the young student reportedly believed she had done well in her first attempt and was hopeful about her future.
As investigations continue, the incident serves as a reminder of the importance of emotional support, mental well-being, and compassionate conversations around academic challenges.
Disclaimer: This article is based on police statements and family accounts available at the time of reporting. The circumstances surrounding the case remain under investigation. If you or someone you know is struggling emotionally, reaching out to trusted people or professional support services can help.